I don’t want to lie anymore. I still want to be with Jayme but I don’t see how I can. I understand my parents, I really do. I hate lieing to them. So I’m not going to. I’m just going to have to stop seeing Jayme. I know they are right. He isn’t good for me. I just hate that because I love him. I don’t know how I’m going to tell him this. I swear it is going to be the hardest thing I have ever done. But it will be for the best, I guess.
Right now I am pretty much grounded untill they can trust me again. Moma is saying maybe by summer considering everything goes alright and I’m not lieing.
I think I knew that this was going to end sometime. Well, knew recently. Not at first. I thought we would be together forever. But now I know that can’t happen. The only reason I’m lieing to my parents all the time is because of Jayme.
I still want to give him his Christmas present. I got him a really nice watch. I want him to have it.
Anyways, I added some poems and an about me section last night. O and the contact me part. None of the other pages are up yet though. I hope to have them up soon though.
Alrighty, at some point I will actually have a little something about me in here, untill then, this is all ya get. :P Sorry. O and there will be a picture too. For now I'm going to work on this layout. It's almost done. :)
