Ok. I should probably go to bed, or take a shower, or study for my final that I have tomorrow. But no. I’m sitting here instead. Why? Because I have no brain. lol. No wait, I must have a little bit of a brain, I’m writing this. 
And I have no reason to study for that final that I have tomorrow because it is open book. How pointless is that? Isn’t the point of tests and finals to make sure we learned what we were supposed to? Maybe it’s my teacher that doesn’t have a brain? But no, he is cool.
Do you see how I started with talking about going to bed and ended up talking about my teacher? Now imagine thinking like that all the time but twice as fast. One think leads to another then another then another and then you forget completely what it was that you were trying to think of in the first place. It’s a little easer when I’m writing though. Because I can reread what I just wrote and then go on. Or if I’m not concentrating on it then I will type the same way that I think. Which I think would confuse a lot of people.
I am very proud of myself, I didn’t start off the blog talking about Cory. I very easily could have. I was just talking to him. He was reading my blog again. Only now he has figuared out that he can read all the way back to November 06. Now, I don’t really mind if he does, as long as he remembers that that stuff is in the past. He says he wants to know everything about me. Well if he wants to know then all he has to do is ask me or Leah. I know they have talked about me. And there’s no telling what Leah has told him. I don’t care though. Because weather it’s stupid, embarrassing, about an ex boyfriend, whatever, if he loves me then he won’t care. He says he loves me, so I have nothing to worry about.
I think too much. I wish there was a way I could just turn my brain off sometimes. I’m not going to be able to sleep tonight. Too much to think about. The final I have tomorrow (which I have no need to worry about but I know I will be thinking about it anyways). Also, Cory is taking me out to eat. Yeah, no big deal, only I haven’t been eating much lately. Which means I probably won’t eat a lot when we go out to eat, which means I will feel bad for not eating. And at some point we are going to stop by work so they can meet him. They always think they have to approve who I’m with. I don’t know why though. Because usually when it doesn’t wind up working out I find out that they didn’t really like the guy that much anyways. Why they feel the need to lie to me in the first place I don’t know. I hate it when people lie. Now you’re probably sitting there thinking that I have no room to talk. Yes, I lied to a lot of people while I was with Jayme, but before him I didn’t. Before I talked to my parents about everything, I had no need to lie. Now after Jayme I’m talking to my parents about everything again.
Well, not everything. There is one thing I wish I could tell them but I can’t right now. I will tell them eventually. And if they ask me I won’t lie about it.
But I’m thinking too much again, I’m gonna get off of here. Maybe try to go to sleep. :zzz:
I know exactly what you mena hunny,
I wish I could just flip the switch and turn off my brian because it thinks way too… much.
STOP worrying bout your finals dear!
You’ll do fine you alwyas do.
I think its kinda cool that cory reads you blog that way he kow s what you dont say also..
I know what i’m saying it just may not make sense….
Alrighty, at some point I will actually have a little something about me in here, untill then, this is all ya get. :P Sorry. O and there will be a picture too. For now I'm going to work on this layout. It's almost done. :)
