Right now I feel like I could possibly go crazy. Actually, I fee like everything I do is mostly pointless right now. I feel like I’m not getting anything done and I also just don’t feel like doing much.
I need to get a job. But I also feel like I should promote my web design business more. If I did get a job then I wouldn’t have time to do the web design and my school work. But I have to do my school work, I’ve come too far to quit now.
If I got a job and didn’t do web design (which really isn’t a choice sense I’m in the middle of two projects right now) I don’t know that I would really have time for school work. Atleast not at the place Cory is working at. I would really like working with Cory. I feel like we don’t get enough time together any more. I’m sure he dosen’t know this, but I really enjoyed just riding around town for an hour today. Just to spend that time with him.
I guess I just feel kind of lost right now. I know what I want to do and I know what I need to do. And those just don’t match up right now.
I got my glasses today. I never realized how bad my vision had gotten. When I went to pick them up they told me to sit at a table and someone would be there to help me. Well, a guy came over and asked for my name (which was interesting because I couldn’t remember if my name had been changed there or not), he went and got my glasses and when he came back he asked if I had ever worn glasses before. I haven’t so he told me to look out the window, then he put the glasses on me and it was amazing. lol. Like I said, I hadn’t realized how bad my vision was. I could actually see the leaves on the trees outside. 
O, I titled this seeing red because my glasses are a redish brown color. When the light hits the frames it looks very red. I’m still getting destracted by it some. 
Once I finaly got to really look at myself I decided that I look like a teacher. I had my hair up and they are plastic frames…a lot of people acoicate that look with teachers. :/ At least that was the first thing that poped into my mind. I also looked at myself with my hair down and it kindof makes me think of a business person. Kindof. And I think my eyebrows look too thick. I don’t know… Anyways, I will try to post pictures soon so y’all can tell me what you think.
I’m not the only one that acoicates those looks with those types of people am I? I don’t know if it’s because of movies or just what we see in real life. Movies tend to make those people have that type of look. It’s not really fair to those people though. Then they are mostly expected to have a certain look.
O, and I just decided that I need to get something to clean these glasses with. I can’t stand to have anything on them. :/
My mouth is slowly healing. I think by Thursday I should be pretty good. Too bad Thursday is when I get a root canal. So after one side heals the other side is going to start hurting. Thankfully though after Thursday it should be quite a while before I have to go back. Which will be really nice. 
So, I just realized that I have homework in every subject right now. Thankfully only 2 subjects are due Wednesday. O and I took the final for Microsoft Outlook and passed the class. I didn’t want to have to deal with that. It’s a stupid class in my opinion. I didn’t make anywhere near as good of a grade as I would have if I had taken the class, but I’m fine with what I got.
Very short blog post…but oh well. Longer one next time.
Alrighty, at some point I will actually have a little something about me in here, untill then, this is all ya get. :P Sorry. O and there will be a picture too. For now I'm going to work on this layout. It's almost done. :)
