I don’t know how fast any of this will happen….but I’m excited. Cory and I went and looked at a house this afternoon. Cory decided he liked it as we were driving down the private driveway. He saw all the trees and that you could already tell that there wasn’t any close neighbors. It’s nothing big but it is 3 bedrooms. One is more of a library/office than a bedroom. But it will be great. We havn’t got anything in writting yet, but we already have a key to the house and the lady that owns it now seems to like us pretty well. 
She is going to talk to the bank on Monday about her husband co-signing with us sense we don’t have any credit. If we can’t go though the bank then they will do an owner finance for us. We are going out there tomorrow to show my parents and to maybe start cleaning up some..maybe..we will probably do more cleaning on Monday..depending on my schedule.
Anyways…I may add pics tomorrow.
Unwritten words are what rule her life. Things not said, things never heard.
Ya, know….I haven’t written any poetry in forever. Like over a year. What little I do come up with is just little stuff, never anything more than a line or two. I don’t even finnish my blog posts anymore. I have like three drafts in my wordpress thingy. The most I really write anymore is for school, and that’s really not much.
Why do people say that I’m pregnant just because I want pickles sometimes or because I eat peanuts in class or because I’ve been wanting bananas lately. It’s amazing how what food I eat can tell everyone that I’m preggo. It’s not like it’s weird food cravings or anything. Besides…people have no idea what else may or may not be going on with my body.
On one hand I really want to be…but on the other I know it’s not a good time for that. I would atleast want to be out of school before we have a baby. But…if I was pregnant right now…then by the time I had the baby I would be out of school.
It’s so unfair…becuas what my heart wants and what my brain says I need arn’t always the same. But then people tell you to follow your heart..or were they only talking about marriage when they said that?
Her heart and her mind
hardly ever intertwine.
I haven’t completely dropped off the face of the earth. I just hardly have time to blog anymore. I have school, work, and work. Yes, I said work twice for a reason… I work at WalMart (which really isn’t that bad) and I’m still doing web design.
I finally dropped my College Algebra class. For me to really be able to pass the class I would have to have a lot more time to dedicate to it. Like I was saying, I didn’t drop the class until I failed the second test. Actually, I did so badly on the second test that I didn’t even wait for the results. I went right after my next class was over and got the drop slip. Thankfully my teacher understood. And Mrs Brown (councilor and a friend of me and Corys) argued with me about it for a little bit, but I promised her that I wouldn’t let math keep me form going on to get my bachelors degree if I want to.
Anyways, I should be doing school work, I am in class after all. 
Alrighty, at some point I will actually have a little something about me in here, untill then, this is all ya get. :P Sorry. O and there will be a picture too. For now I'm going to work on this layout. It's almost done. :)
