Every-now-and-then I get in these major money saving modes. My favorite thing to do is find coupons online. One it’s easier to find what your are looking for, two you don’t have to actually ‘clip coupons’.
While wandering a coupon site I found a cool site that does monogramming, which I think is awesome when done in a cool font. And with Christmas just around the corner it’s a great gift idea. Or something to splurge on yourself. So use one of these Company Store coupons to save some money! They also have a kids section where they have Halloween costumes right now! They are so cute! Check it out. I’m thinking of getting something for my step-son. 
Nearly in tears,
but what can I do?
Out of my control.
Tired and angry.
Making me sad.
Can’t be controled,
what do I do?
So, I was about to start crying a minute ago. All this crap that has been happening to me is starting to wear me down. It seems like I just can’t catch a break anymore. As most of you know I get cysts in an extremely senstive area that is more painful than childbirth (so I’ve been told). I have another one now. I had one just a month ago also. Three weeks ago my back was hurting so bad that I couldn’t do anything without being in pain, then I got a cold where my throught got dry and scratchy and painful, now I have another cyst. So I have been in some sort of pain for the past month.
On top of the pain I start to feel like a bad mother and wife. With my back hurting and the cysts I can’t do house work (ok, I could but I would be in tears not long after getting started). So right now the dishes are so far behind I can’t see my sink, we are running out of clean clothes, and my house just looks like crap. Oh, and when we have Jeremiah (every other week) I can’t do anything with him like I normally do. I normally take him to the park, play ball with him at the house, and other activities. Now my mom has been taking him after school for me sense Cory has to work. He is still having fun, but it makes me feel like crap. My house is discusting me enough that if I had the money I would pay someone to come over and clean it for me. My mom would if I asked her to, but she is already doing so much for me.
I just keep wondering what I’m going to do once the baby gets here? If my back gets that bad again I’m not even going to be able to lift him, if I have a cyst…well, if I have a cyst I’ll manage…but it will be a lot of pain.
I just don’t know what to do. I know crying and feeling sorry for myself are not going to help anything, but laying here all day I have nothing better to do…lay here and think about how crappy things are right now and not knowing what to do about any of it.
I’ve talked about this before, but it’s been a while. I used to have my own domain, but had to get rid of it because of money and me not taking time for it. Well, my parents have their own business so they have been wanting me to make them a website and said they would buy me one also. So needless to say I have been looking at quite a few different sites trying to decide the best place to go for hosting.
Well, today I found a site that has webhosting reviews and ratings! They call themselves Web Hosting Geeks. They have all different kinds of ways to find just the right hosting for you! You can find a host by rating: the first thing you will see on their site is the top 10 hosts of 2009. You can read reviews from people that have used that hosting service to see what they like and dislike about it. OR you could find a host by the rewards they have received. One thing I found interesting is the Green Web Hosting section. I didn’t know such a thing existed!
This is definitely a site I will be bookmarking to go back to later. This way I will have it to find just the right host for my clients that need websites. 
Alrighty, at some point I will actually have a little something about me in here, untill then, this is all ya get. :P Sorry. O and there will be a picture too. For now I'm going to work on this layout. It's almost done. :)
