Unwritten
October 13, 2008 at 3:58 pm in Confusing, Emotional, Everyday Life, My Love, Thoughtful | 3 Comments
Unwritten words are what rule her life. Things not said, things never heard.
Ya, know….I haven’t written any poetry in forever. Like over a year. What little I do come up with is just little stuff, never anything more than a line or two. I don’t even finnish my blog posts anymore. I have like three drafts in my wordpress thingy. The most I really write anymore is for school, and that’s really not much.
Why do people say that I’m pregnant just because I want pickles sometimes or because I eat peanuts in class or because I’ve been wanting bananas lately. It’s amazing how what food I eat can tell everyone that I’m preggo. It’s not like it’s weird food cravings or anything. Besides…people have no idea what else may or may not be going on with my body.
On one hand I really want to be…but on the other I know it’s not a good time for that. I would atleast want to be out of school before we have a baby. But…if I was pregnant right now…then by the time I had the baby I would be out of school.
It’s so unfair…becuas what my heart wants and what my brain says I need arn’t always the same. But then people tell you to follow your heart..or were they only talking about marriage when they said that?
Her heart and her mind
hardly ever intertwine.
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