Ok. I should probably go to bed, or take a shower, or study for my final that I have tomorrow. But no. I’m sitting here instead. Why? Because I have no brain. lol. No wait, I must have a little bit of a brain, I’m writing this. 
And I have no reason to study for that final that I have tomorrow because it is open book. How pointless is that? Isn’t the point of tests and finals to make sure we learned what we were supposed to? Maybe it’s my teacher that doesn’t have a brain? But no, he is cool.
Do you see how I started with talking about going to bed and ended up talking about my teacher? Now imagine thinking like that all the time but twice as fast. One think leads to another then another then another and then you forget completely what it was that you were trying to think of in the first place. It’s a little easer when I’m writing though. Because I can reread what I just wrote and then go on. Or if I’m not concentrating on it then I will type the same way that I think. Which I think would confuse a lot of people.
I am very proud of myself, I didn’t start off the blog talking about Cory. I very easily could have. I was just talking to him. He was reading my blog again. Only now he has figuared out that he can read all the way back to November 06. Now, I don’t really mind if he does, as long as he remembers that that stuff is in the past. He says he wants to know everything about me. Well if he wants to know then all he has to do is ask me or Leah. I know they have talked about me. And there’s no telling what Leah has told him. I don’t care though. Because weather it’s stupid, embarrassing, about an ex boyfriend, whatever, if he loves me then he won’t care. He says he loves me, so I have nothing to worry about.
I think too much. I wish there was a way I could just turn my brain off sometimes. I’m not going to be able to sleep tonight. Too much to think about. The final I have tomorrow (which I have no need to worry about but I know I will be thinking about it anyways). Also, Cory is taking me out to eat. Yeah, no big deal, only I haven’t been eating much lately. Which means I probably won’t eat a lot when we go out to eat, which means I will feel bad for not eating. And at some point we are going to stop by work so they can meet him. They always think they have to approve who I’m with. I don’t know why though. Because usually when it doesn’t wind up working out I find out that they didn’t really like the guy that much anyways. Why they feel the need to lie to me in the first place I don’t know. I hate it when people lie. Now you’re probably sitting there thinking that I have no room to talk. Yes, I lied to a lot of people while I was with Jayme, but before him I didn’t. Before I talked to my parents about everything, I had no need to lie. Now after Jayme I’m talking to my parents about everything again.
Well, not everything. There is one thing I wish I could tell them but I can’t right now. I will tell them eventually. And if they ask me I won’t lie about it.
But I’m thinking too much again, I’m gonna get off of here. Maybe try to go to sleep. :zzz:
O my gosh, Cory read my blog. And Leah helped him! It doesn’t really bother me now, but it somewhat did then. I think it’s just because of what I said in that last one. :/ Now I’m perfectly fine with it though. This all seemed to just happen so fast, but I’m lovin it. 
I think this is the happiest I have ever been. Yeah…pretty sure it is. 
He met my parents. And like Cory said, I should have been more nervous than him. Don’t ya just love it when your parents tell your boyfriend embarrassing things about you and stuff like that? Yea, just lovely isn’t it?
So yeah, I’m kinda jumping around here. But I’m having coffee..
So it’s 12:00 and I havn’t had anything to eat sense 8:00 Sunday morning. I’m just not hungry. I don’t know why I’m thinking about it so much, it’s not like I havn’t done this before. I just get into eating kicks as my mother says. Like just a week ago I was eating all the time. So now I’m not. I’m not doing it on purpose. It’s just that if I’m not hungry then I don’t eat. I worry people that don’t know me. I try to explain to them, but they still try to force me to eat, then I start feeling sick. :yuck: Leah got Cory to stop trying to get me to eat, and Moma got Daddy to stop trying to get me to eat. lol. I guess guys don’t understand. At least they don’t, but then again, they are the ones that a whole lot at every meal. It probably seems crazy to them that someone couldn’t be hungry. lol.
Ok, I don’t really have anything to say. Not now anyways. I might blog again later. lol
Ok, So I had to put the site back up. It was driving me insane. I will figure out how to code that stupid layout one of these days, for now we just have two themes though. One made by me (that was up before) and one made by Leah.
Now on to something somewhat interesting. I have a boyfriend (as of Wednesday night). His name is Cory. If you read Leah’s blog then yes, he is the guy that jumped out of a moving vehicle to get her number. lol. But I have to correct her on something. She didn’t tell him that she had an attractive best friend. No she told him that she had a really hot best friend. And for the record, this is the first time that she has asked me before giving my number to some guy I didn’t know. :haha:
Anyways, I am falling for him so bad. But that’s ok, because he is too. :love:
The fist few days that we met we went to the park and just walked around and talked. We can actually talk to each other. lol. He doesn’t just act stupid all the time. Of corse it helps that he is a little older. He is 20. He is so sweet. He keeps calling me gorgeous and says I’m so cute, so I tell him that he is delusional. hehehe.
Ok, I guess that’s all I’m gonna say for now. O, hey, go check out my poems on Humble Voice and tell me what you think. I haven’t added them here yet. Those on there are all the more recent ones. But that last three albums are from this week. Just tell me what ya think.
Alrighty, at some point I will actually have a little something about me in here, untill then, this is all ya get. :P Sorry. O and there will be a picture too. For now I'm going to work on this layout. It's almost done. :)
