You know what I’ve decided I don’t like about blogs? It’s too easy to just rant about anything and everything.
Anyways, I’ve decided that I really like living in this new house. The beautiful weather today really helped too. 
I was sitting outside in the swing reading earlyer and just stopped because I realized that it was quiet for a minute. It’s not usually all that quiet sitting out there because there is always a car going by..and there are more loud annoying ones around here than I thought. But while looking out front you pretty much see nothing bu cars and light lines…out back is nothing but green grass, trees and blue sky.
Well, enough of that. I finaly started cleaning my house today. It hasn’t really been cleaned good sense we moved in. Did laundry, cleaned dishes, started picking up all the stuff in the livingroom…’till I got mad. But I’m not going to talk about that. If I only blogged about things when I was mad about something y’all would think I was always mad, and that’s just not true.
I think I’m gonna get off here though. I should get some projects started for school. This is the last semester! 
I’ll be graduating in May. I can’t wait.
Unwritten words are what rule her life. Things not said, things never heard.
Ya, know….I haven’t written any poetry in forever. Like over a year. What little I do come up with is just little stuff, never anything more than a line or two. I don’t even finnish my blog posts anymore. I have like three drafts in my wordpress thingy. The most I really write anymore is for school, and that’s really not much.
Why do people say that I’m pregnant just because I want pickles sometimes or because I eat peanuts in class or because I’ve been wanting bananas lately. It’s amazing how what food I eat can tell everyone that I’m preggo. It’s not like it’s weird food cravings or anything. Besides…people have no idea what else may or may not be going on with my body.
On one hand I really want to be…but on the other I know it’s not a good time for that. I would atleast want to be out of school before we have a baby. But…if I was pregnant right now…then by the time I had the baby I would be out of school.
It’s so unfair…becuas what my heart wants and what my brain says I need arn’t always the same. But then people tell you to follow your heart..or were they only talking about marriage when they said that?
Her heart and her mind
hardly ever intertwine.
Isn’t that everyones dream at some time or another? Well, there is a show called The Lottery Changed My Life. So ofcorse after watching that I want to go and buy a ticket right away. I havn’t…yet. 
I am thinking about it though.
It’s amazing how people spend their millions. One guy donates it all now that his wife has passed on. Aparently he won and some time after his wife died and he decided that the money would be better donated. I don’t think there are many people that would donate most of their lottery winnings. Then there is the complete opposite; a girl from London bought her two sisters boob jobs and a lot of nice things for herself.
It seems that everyone on this show buys a new house and a nice new vehicle. There are some that buy nothing but vehicles though. Well, not nothing but, but close to it.
The ones I like hearing about are the ones that are still humble. They don’t go all out, they save and invest instead. Start their own business or something like that.
Anyways… If I won the lottery…. right now, the first thing I would do is get Cory and I our own place. Hire the best lawyer we can get and get custody of Djini (and full custody of Jeremiah if that’s what Cory wanted). I would also pay off both of our trucks…then get rid of them and get something new and with more room for kids. Then I would get a CD at the bank and stick a whole bunch of it in there and just save it.
Other than that I can’t think of much else I’d do right now. Maybe get a few nice things for Cory and I. Ya know, toys; motorcycle, MAC computer, maybe other things. I don’t know.
So, what would you do if you won the lottery?
Alrighty, at some point I will actually have a little something about me in here, untill then, this is all ya get. :P Sorry. O and there will be a picture too. For now I'm going to work on this layout. It's almost done. :)
